I popped the tab under my tongue and researched some more. Within about 30 mins I could feel myself coming up higher than I would be from just the grass. My body felt lighter and heavier at the same time though this sensation wasn’t very intense. My jar was starting to clench a bit and my body felt almost as if I was on amphetamines though not as rigid of a feeling.

By about 50 mins after ingestion I noticed perceptual changes starting to occur. A small tiki paper weight I own was the first thing I noticed to be somewhat not the same. It appeared to have a bigger smile and typing things into my computer became harder. The visuals started as my vision being a bit fuzzy and my surrounding starting to “breathe” similar to visuals on LSD. It felt a bit dreamlike while simultaneously feeling very real. It occurred to me that these effects were like contradictions of each other and that sent me off chuckling for a good 20 mins. I’m not exactly sure why it was so funny but the sensation of getting lighter and heavier were very strong around this time and it felt very cool. Walking around my room I felt as if my feet were sinking into the ground with all of the weight I had on them yet I was damn near positive I was floating, at least above the knee caps. The amphetamine feeling was still there but it wasn’t bothering me so much now. I decided to go for a little run to clear my mind. Normally I would have grabbed my deck and bombed some hills as that is my main means to meditation but it was wet out and running helps clear my mind too. 
Lacing up my shoes proved to be very difficult for some reason. I couldn’t put my finger on what it was that made it hard to tie my shoes but it definitely proved a challenge, sending me off laughing again. I finally got them on and went for my little jog. It felt good to move and use my body in a rhythmic way. Though flowing down some hills on my board would have been better this was still a lot of fun. 

My thoughts weren’t racing through the clouds but the visuals were cool at this point. I was glad it wasn’t too heavy and I returned from my run feeling spent but invigorated (another contradiction). At this point it was about an hour and 30mins since I’d taken it. Visually things were really starting to happen. It was very bright inside my house and I’d never realized before how much everything inside of it moves around. Then I caught myself. The stuff doesn’t move. I was tripping very hard and now I knew it. Apparently there had been hidden forces inside my mind waiting until I thought it wasn’t heavy on the mind and then wham! I was smacked with full force psychedelia. Visuals were very similar to great LSD Mushrooms though there were noticeable differences. There were not patterns and geometric shapes as I am accustomed to while tripping. This was just extremely vibrant and very flowing and expanding. 

Around this point the amphetamine feeling wore off and I felt almost as if I was on pure MDMA by the way different sensations were over taking me. Rubbing my feet on the carpet was like the only thing in the world when I was doing it. My skin was of the softest creamiest construct that I had ever seen. Soon lying back in bed letting my body melt into the soft warmth that was my bed I felt myself reliving memories. I knew right where I was and if I focused I could see what I was looking at in my room the whole time. But if I put my mind on autopilot I was reliving memories of when I was younger, only extremely distorted. As if I had been tripping while they happened. I was reliving parts of my memory I forgot existed and was actually having some breakthroughs on why I was the way I am and It helped me see how I was shaped which can be useful in changing yourself. It was becoming harder and harder to focus back into my room even though I knew I was looking at my wall. 

Overall it was a cool experience. It really helped me take a look at myself and work out some unsettled problems in my head. The fact that I had had two very heavy trips with only a space of one day before this could have had something to do with the experience I had. After I ran I just sat in my room for a good five hours living my past. Definitely very strange. I’ll probably try it again when I’m not in such a loose mindset already.